This has been one of the worst days of my life! Usually, I’m a pretty happy go lucky girl. I live to love and laugh, and most of the time, I let things roll right off my back. Unfortunately, not today! I really can’t think of one specific thing that lit me up today. It was more so a series of events that transpired over the last three days that led into this mood. As the stressors compiled, I found myself losing my smile. By the end of today I pretty much felt defeated, mad, and exhausted!
I feel like I have been dropped into a blender of hell! I’m overwhelmed, and I literally feel lost. I have the type of job were you are not entitled to a “bad day”. I am a medical sales rep and walking into a physicians office angry is so NOT in the job description. Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely love my job. I am very thankful for my sales position. Although, I have to admit, today it would have been nice to be back in the operating room where I started my nursing career. The operating room, by no means, requires a good mood; it does however require good nursing skills.
At least there is a bright side to all of this griping. Tomorrow is a new day, and I am blessed with a wonderful family that will ensure my spirits are lifted; they have already made me smile since I have been home. I have a fiancé that melts all of my worries with a hug and children whose laughter is truly contagious. I am thankful that I have a great job in a horrible recession. All in all, I guess I have nothing to complain about once I put things in the right perspective. Sometimes I guess we just need to recheck our priorities and look at the blessings in our lives.
